Tuesday, September 27, 2011

Prayer..

Details...a lot of them! He noticed how life is full of details, he started noticing everything...how every little thing works! He started seeing how great live is, was, how every small details counts, he wished to live again, to appreciate details...

The oceans of thoughts were endless, the oceans of tears were infinite, sadness was overwhelming, life was gray. "Let the tears out please! Please I beg you! let them out!" He was having this mad hope that tears will washout his sight so he could see colors...again!

Hopeless he was, desperate, exhausted of burdens and tired of thoughts, he wanted to cry but there was no one to cry to. His tears were too stubborn to flow, maybe their fight to not to leave his head caused him that terrible headache. Sleep is a pleasure that he can enjoy no more, it became a fantasy, something like the story of the tooth fairy.


He knelt. He just knelt to God, he felt lighter, he stood by him, at his presence, such a feeling that no one can explain, his soul was flourishing again, he started crying.

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"O my Devotees who have transgressed against their souls! despair not of the Mercy of Allah: for Allah forgives all sins: for He is Oft-Forgiving, Most Merciful"

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Maybe its the only one time that he spoke to God, I guess it gave him a new life.

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Give it a shot
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