Prayer..

Details...a lot of them! He noticed how life is full of details, he started noticing everything...how every little thing works! He started seeing how great live is, was, how every small details counts, he wished to live again, to appreciate details...

The oceans of thoughts were endless, the oceans of tears were infinite, sadness was overwhelming, life was gray. "Let the tears out please! Please I beg you! let them out!" He was having this mad hope that tears will washout his sight so he could see colors...again!

Hopeless he was, desperate, exhausted of burdens and tired of thoughts, he wanted to cry but there was no one to cry to. His tears were too stubborn to flow, maybe their fight to not to leave his head caused him that terrible headache. Sleep is a pleasure that he can enjoy no more, it became a fantasy, something like the story of the tooth fairy.


He knelt. He just knelt to God, he felt lighter, he stood by him, at his presence, such a feeling that no one can explain, his soul was flourishing again, he started crying.

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"O my Devotees who have transgressed against their souls! despair not of the Mercy of Allah: for Allah forgives all sins: for He is Oft-Forgiving, Most Merciful"

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Maybe its the only one time that he spoke to God, I guess it gave him a new life.

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Give it a shot!



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Abstract pictures

I like photography, I try to utilize my phone's camera as much as I can :p lets hope that I get a pro cam soon :D

I always loved abstract; its mysterious, just like me xD

Short Stories of Life [3] : Conversation with God

It happened in a beautiful night, at the mountain of Toor. after forty days of praising God, forty days of patience, it finally has been gifted to him.

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Moses: There are two men of my people, one of them is a good man, the other is a sinful, and you found them both praising your name, what did you do to them God?

God: I answered the good man "Whatever you want my devotee." and to the sinful I said "Whatever you want my devotee, whatever you want, whatever you want."

Moses: You tell the good man this and the sinful man that?!

God: Moses, the good man depended on his good deeds when he praised me. The sinful praised my mercy.

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God: Have you ever done a deed for me Moses?

Moses: I prayed for you God, I praised you and I worshiped you, I fastened for your sake.

God: When you pray it is guidance for you, and when you give the poor it is a prove of your goodness in the afterlife. But have you done any deed for me?

Moses: What is a deed for you God?

God: Have you ever loved someone in my name? have you ever followed a devoted devotee of mine?

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Moses: God, what will you award the least class of Heavens people?

God: A man crawls out of Hell heading to Heavens, he tries to leave but he gets back to Hell again and again until he leaves it for good and say "Thank God who rescued me from it!" So God tells him to go to heavens, so he goes. It appears full to him, so goes back to God and tells him that it is full. God says to him "Do you want to have what the greatest of life's kings had had?" So the man says " Do you mock me and you are the almighty of the worlds?!" So God says "You will have what the greatest king's of the world had had, doubled then doubled then doubled then doubled then doubled." The man says "I accept it!" Then God says "You will have what the greatest king's of the world had had and ten times more, you will be mortal there, you will have whatever you wish for, whatever your soul desire."

Moses: Is that what the lowest class of heavens will get God?

God: Yes Moses.

Moses: What will you award the highest God?

God: For those I have made their award by hands, they will find in it what no eye have ever seen, no ear have ever heard, what have never came to a man's mind.

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Moses: How can I thank you while thanking you itself is a gift that requires thanking?!

God: if you realized that, just thank me.

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It went on and on, a conversation with God.

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If you ever had the chance you have a conversation with God, what will you ask him, what will you tell him?

Give it a thought, and then go have it...

go somewhere alone, and tell him what you wanted to, God will listen to you...

Expect an answer soon..

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Do and Don'ts [1]

Time can't make you forget, it just gives you time so you work on forgetting remember.

Don't forget, just don't remember.

Short Stories of Life [2]: The Death of a Good Man

His family gathered around his bed, how happy he was..to see the pride of his life around him, he would've never asked for more...

Grief filled the air, silent tears from here and there, he talked to them all: "everything is going be ok sons and daughters, every man ends where I am now, you take care of your mother."

A sob came out from her, the man who she loved is leaving her for good..she looked into his eyes, he smiles, she smiles back...no words could ever describe what they said to each other..without saying a word...

The sun was too weak to witness him leaving...so she asked the clouds politely to cover the sky. Grey they were, grieving, couldn't but drop tears, sad drizzles of rain..

The wind couldn't believe the news, so it blew by his house every now and then to check how he is doing..but it was too late to say goodbye..it blew harder than ever..carrying the echo of the moans of his beloved ones..

A good man has died..

Only one didn't cry, his wife! tears where far too shallow to show how she felt...she felt empty...she died too..inside...

The angles were prepared, standing in a line to greet his pure soul..the rays of sun opened an opening in the clouds to show him the way to where he belongs now...

Silent sadness filled the air..nothing could stop the world from grieving..but it grieved in respect...the sun asked the clouds to cover her again, so she can grief in peace..away from the curious looks..just like she did today..

Maybe a good man has died today..

Rest In Peace...

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Having a Coke with You by Frank O’Hara

Having a Coke with You
 
is even more fun than going to San Sebastian, Irún, Hendaye, Biarritz, Bayonne
or being sick to my stomach on the Travesera de Gracia in Barcelona
partly because in your orange shirt you look like a better happier St. Sebastian
partly because of my love for you, partly because of your love for yoghurt
partly because of the fluorescent orange tulips around the birches
partly because of the secrecy our smiles take on before people and statuary
it is hard to believe when I’m with you that there can be anything as still
as solemn as unpleasantly definitive as statuary when right in front of it
in the warm New York 4 o’clock light we are drifting back and forth
between each other like a tree breathing through its spectacles
and the portrait show seems to have no faces in it at all, just paint
you suddenly wonder why in the world anyone ever did them
I look at you and I would rather look at you than all the portraits in the world
except possibly for the Polish Rider occasionally and anyway it’s in the Frick
which thank heavens you haven’t gone to yet so we can go together the first time
and the fact that you move so beautifully more or less takes care of Futurism
just as at home I never think of the Nude Descending a Staircase or
at a rehearsal a single drawing of Leonardo or Michelangelo that used to wow me
and what good does all the research of the Impressionists do them
when they never got the right person to stand near the tree when the sun sank
or for that matter Marino Marini when he didn’t pick the rider as carefully as the horse
it seems they were all cheated of some marvelous experience
which is not going to go wasted on me which is why I am telling you about it

Frank O’Hara

As simple as it is, as amazing as the feelings it carries are, have you ever been in true love to discover that?

Happy :$

I already have two followers *jumping in happiness* its cute to have someone watching your posts :p hope you enjoy them girls (I believe both of them are girls) LOL Joorz and Su :$

I made Joorz cry with my first story xD wait for tomorrow Joorz will post another one ;) don't cry though :$ :p

Am enjoying this so far, will update the design tomorrow :D

I had a nice day today, lots of fun and sports; football, pool and table tennis :p

I miss the gym though x(

but its on weekdays only, thats the rule LOL

What else, hmmm nothing much really, just chilling out and waiting for whatever will happen tomorrow :D

Hope you all have a great weekend :D tata